Kijutsu
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I have no friggin' clue. It kinda started Friday with me and my girl. I dunno what the hell happened really. We decided to go out to the pool hall as usual every Friday night. Naturally, her idea. At first we started out on a Bar table. Short as hell, pain in the ass to play on. She suggested. . keyword SHE suggested, we moved the the full size table. We went, and she got pissed off at me cause we moved. She offered to move. . so we got over that. Then I got up to shoot, and she started talking with my friend. I'm like. . shit. . that doesn't good at all. They were talking all quiet n shit. So I ignored it for a bit. Her ankles started bothering her and shit like that. She has fucked up ankles from hell. So I said let's head off home so you can get off your feet. AGAIN . . she got pissed off. I have no clue. On the way home, it was virtually silent. She broke the silence like, "I've had a shitty day today.". . and I wasn't sure if it was me that did something, or just the entire day went to shit. I asked her, and she got pissed off again. I'm like, "Okay, look. If you are ever pissed at me. . just tell me. . I may get a little annoyed, but at least be hoenst with me. ." Sooo. . now I haven't talked to her since then. Come to find out, yesterday, her cousin hang himself over child-support checks. I was going to call her tonight and see if she's okay. But I'm afraid she'll get pissed again.
I talked to my friend today, and found out what she said at the pool hall quietly to him. he said that she's not sure if I'm comfterable around her or not. Shit, I've been rejected by girls for. . .what 6 years? And I finally found someone, and naturally, I'm trying not to stomp her toes in or get her pissed off. But I have anyway. . and she keeps saying that we haven't done anything, if you catch my drift. . . I'm like. . com'on. It's been. . what. . two weeks since we started dating? I'm cool with that shit, but she is like. . let's do the deed in the van tonight. I'm like. . WTF? Whataya talkin about tonight? I would like to get to know her before we do the deed but. . fuck I don't know.
Ever since Friday, I can't sleep, eat, nor anything. I just feel like the world is closing up around me. . I dunno.. . like I said, this is a vent, ignore it, whatever.
.. . shit I dunno what to do.
*EDIT*
I can't belive I just opened up like that. I NEVER open up like that. . man. . that's fucked up.
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</P><P ID="edit"><FONT class="small">Edited by Kijutsu on 04/17/02 10:53 PM.</FONT></P>
I talked to my friend today, and found out what she said at the pool hall quietly to him. he said that she's not sure if I'm comfterable around her or not. Shit, I've been rejected by girls for. . .what 6 years? And I finally found someone, and naturally, I'm trying not to stomp her toes in or get her pissed off. But I have anyway. . and she keeps saying that we haven't done anything, if you catch my drift. . . I'm like. . com'on. It's been. . what. . two weeks since we started dating? I'm cool with that shit, but she is like. . let's do the deed in the van tonight. I'm like. . WTF? Whataya talkin about tonight? I would like to get to know her before we do the deed but. . fuck I don't know.
Ever since Friday, I can't sleep, eat, nor anything. I just feel like the world is closing up around me. . I dunno.. . like I said, this is a vent, ignore it, whatever.
.. . shit I dunno what to do.
*EDIT*
I can't belive I just opened up like that. I NEVER open up like that. . man. . that's fucked up.
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