I hate my life

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Venomthekid

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Why does it seem like at least 72% of everybody I have ever met hate me?

First, I find out my best friend is calling me a wh*re behind my back

Second, my crush won't talk to me

Third, people on ZD hate me maybe it's because Im a n00b

Fourth, I had to watch in horror while someone was shooting a friend of mine

And I can't say all the other horrible things in my life online
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I don't hate you because you're a n00b.

I hate you because you're BLACK.
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> I don't hate you because you're a n00b.
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> I hate you because you're BLACK.

FTW!

That was excellent.
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Wah.

I live in the First World.
I have access to the internet.
I have a roof over my head and food in my stomach.

But my preteen infatuation doesn't talk to me and my friend is calling me a whore behind my back. my life sure does suck. :(

Wah.
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P.S.

Everyone here and in your school hates you and is out to get you. I suggest running away with that creepy old guy who's always staring at you. You know, dark hair, what little's left, glasses, kinda stubby. I'm sure he likes 13 year old girls more than most.
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can't make friends irl? try myspace!!

or give me a call and I'll talk dirty to ya. I bet money I'm cuter than your 'crush.' talkin dirty to swampgas gets old after a while on those lonely late nights <img src=smilies/cry.gif>
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Life might seem like it sucks now, but uhmm... yah, ignore all the social bullshit and study hard. Don't worry about a "crush." School relationships are crap. Honestly, where could one go?

Fact #1: In school, 6 out 7 people you'll meet are not worth talking to.

Fact #2: 98% of people don't end up marrying their high school / JH sweetheart.

Fact #3: Shitty stuff happens in the world every day. On the one hand, it's horrible and traumatic and blah, but on the other, it's just stuff that happens. People that don't have to see it or experience it are blessed in their ignorance, but it is ignorance.

Don't smoke pot or drop E at the raveclub. Eat a healthy breakfast every day with a glass of orange juice and a whole bran muffin.
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> Fact #3: Shitty stuff happens in the world every day. On
> the one hand, it's horrible and traumatic and blah, but on
> the other, it's just stuff that happens.

Yea, she could have my life if she wants. My Dad has a heart attack 2 days ago, I haven't seen or spoken to my older sister in 10 years, my oldest brother (who's going back to Iraq soon) is mad at me and blames me for my Dad's heart attack, I've also been unable to start a career, I have no means to get a college degree, and my health isn't exactly that good myself. I'd give anything to be 13 years old again--I'd do so many things differently. She should really be thankful that she hasn't had any REAL hardships yet.
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> talkin dirty to swampgas gets old
> after a while on those lonely late nights

That's just because you wanted to involve the cat.
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Sorry about your friend who got shot. Here, I made this so you can remember him by.
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Listen, attraction to drama will get you nowhere. My guess, is that you see something sensational and poetic about "heartbreak" and depression, when in reality those things are fairly ridiculous. If you feel like people don't like you, it's because of this kind of post and daily attitude. People like smiles, people are attracted to optimisim... just chew on that for awhile and think about all the good things you have for an entire day.
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> Sorry about your friend who got shot. Here, I made this so
> you can remember him by.

You probably think it's hillarious, but that's not really too cool. Yes, I think everybody got the point the two hundred other times.
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> Why does it seem like at least 72% of everybody I have ever
> met hate me?

Who cares about other people?

> First, I find out my best friend is calling me a wh*re
> behind my back

Obviously they're not your best friend. Move on to someone else.

> Second, my crush won't talk to me

Move on...plenty of fish in the sea. I moved on from being tongue-hanging-out "in love" with a foxy-looking girl who turned out to be a major bitch to being sort of between relationship and "fuck buddy" status with a slightly less foxy-looking girl with a much foxier personality...I now wonder why I was so pathetic to hang onto the notion that it HAD to be that last girl or no one at all.

> Third, people on ZD hate me maybe it's because Im a n00b

I don't, but then again I post on here like...once or twice a month. :)

> Fourth, I had to watch in horror while someone was shooting
> a friend of mine

Well that's too bad. That really should have been #1 on your list as that's pretty traumatic. You should talk it through with other people you can talk to to get your feelings more or less out rather than bottled up inside and coming out on a forum you've barely posted at.

> And I can't say all the other horrible things in my life
> online

I'll say some of mine:

- 24 and still live at home
- My job turned into Hell on Earth, worse than when I was going to middle school in a ghetto.
- Barely get to see my gf as she lives in LA and is busy.
- My gf isn't even technically a gf but more of a glorified fuck buddy, leaving that hole in my life open still. I'm not sure if she's being exclusive with me or not, and she knows full well that I won't be fucking anyone else...I barely talk to anyone I don't know! So I don't think we'll ever move on to a relationship because she won't move down here and I can't afford to live there. Oh well...doomed to be single again.
- My dad forgot my last birthday. It's been a while since he was my favorite person in the world, but cmon dad...forget me? Thanks.
- My brother is a homeless crackhead. Our relationship isn't exactly on good terms.
- The domain business I've worked so hard to run the past 2 years actually lost me money last year. But yay, got an f'ing tax refund for it! Holy canoly!
- Every time I try to use a bunch of my money in efforts to make more so I can afford to move out, I fall flat on my ass. 0 out of 5 websites I've bought have made nearly as much as what their previous owners were indicating, and most domains I've spent a lot of money on aren't selling like I'd hoped.
- I'm in debt, living paycheck to paycheck, with little sign that I'll be able to move out in the next year or two.
- Gas goes up like 20% a year, real estate's always going up, and pretty much all other expenses here in San Diego. My yearly raise is 3-4%. So I'm always losing ground.
- ManBearPig is still alive...I'm being totally serial.
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Personally i dont give a fuck either way. I dont hate you but your maturity leaves something to be desired, nothing personal. As everyone else previously said, its not that big a deal that your crush wont talk to you. college is so much more fun, and the social stigma is far less. just stop caring so much. oh, and no self loving man likes an emo... well there IS that kind of guy..... but we arent going there...

err... thinking about it, you should probably see someone about the friend being shot thing.
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