Ever love being around somebody and hate them at the same time!??! And then when you're away from, all you can think about is them? Yea, well, I HATE HIM! <img src=smilies/angryfire.gif>I swear I do! All we do is argue. Even though we never actually disagree!
See, I'm bound and determined that I will never have anyone in my life other than friends. Yea I know I've promised a certain friend that I would try it, one more time, But he promised me He'd stay in touch and well, <img src=smilies/crying.gif>HE SURE AS HELL DOESN'T keep his word. Though this is the first time I've ever seen him not. <img src=smilies/crying.gif>Noone ever sees him around, not even here.
But this guy I hate so much, just because he gets to me, there's no reason to like him. He tells the most awful jokes. "Here about the new Nazi microwave? It seats five" I HATE <img src=smilies/angryfire.gif>Stuff like that. And he doesn't mean it. He calls me a pool shark, and then he lets me win, even though I can beat him fairly. He's given me a concussion and helped me put my fist through a glass door. I refuse to let him take the blame for those. He apologizes way to much. He tries to be an asshole, but he's not. And he refuses to admit that I know that. He does all of it so that he can annoy me. And readily admits it. But I can't talk, I do so much to annoy him. But there's stuff I hold backoon too.Like I know so many of his secrets. And so much that could just set him off like crazy. And that scares me, cus it makes me wonder, What if he's holding back too!!
But when we're on the phone at three in the morning, talking about G.I. Joe lunch boxes, Name anagrams, and life, I wish I didn't have to hate him .
I JUST WANNA FORGET IT?!?!?
(any suggestions??)
(please??)
(Ok, I'm done ranting now. All I ever seem to do on Zophar is gripe! I'm sorry!!)
<P ID="signature"><font color=orange>Face your enemies with their past. But first, face your past. That's why you like Phoenix. Your past creates you, as you live it. There is nothing to face. You ARE Phoenix.-Coyote</font color=orange> </P>
See, I'm bound and determined that I will never have anyone in my life other than friends. Yea I know I've promised a certain friend that I would try it, one more time, But he promised me He'd stay in touch and well, <img src=smilies/crying.gif>HE SURE AS HELL DOESN'T keep his word. Though this is the first time I've ever seen him not. <img src=smilies/crying.gif>Noone ever sees him around, not even here.
But this guy I hate so much, just because he gets to me, there's no reason to like him. He tells the most awful jokes. "Here about the new Nazi microwave? It seats five" I HATE <img src=smilies/angryfire.gif>Stuff like that. And he doesn't mean it. He calls me a pool shark, and then he lets me win, even though I can beat him fairly. He's given me a concussion and helped me put my fist through a glass door. I refuse to let him take the blame for those. He apologizes way to much. He tries to be an asshole, but he's not. And he refuses to admit that I know that. He does all of it so that he can annoy me. And readily admits it. But I can't talk, I do so much to annoy him. But there's stuff I hold backoon too.Like I know so many of his secrets. And so much that could just set him off like crazy. And that scares me, cus it makes me wonder, What if he's holding back too!!
But when we're on the phone at three in the morning, talking about G.I. Joe lunch boxes, Name anagrams, and life, I wish I didn't have to hate him .
I JUST WANNA FORGET IT?!?!?
(any suggestions??)
(please??)
(Ok, I'm done ranting now. All I ever seem to do on Zophar is gripe! I'm sorry!!)
<P ID="signature"><font color=orange>Face your enemies with their past. But first, face your past. That's why you like Phoenix. Your past creates you, as you live it. There is nothing to face. You ARE Phoenix.-Coyote</font color=orange> </P>
