Finally got out of the Matrix

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Octocrook

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AC (I'll use her name now to spite her, Allie) is a bitch. Her best friend, now having the means to talk directly to me, told me everything I needed to know. I apparently was meeting my ex again and didn't know it. Ironically, my ex actually was kind enough to let me know when I pretty much didn't have a chance. I'm so tempted to give Allie some poetic justice, as I'm not so sure her friend would tell her about our little talk. Apparently the last thing she would want to do is fuck what she would consider a "boring ugly guy", and she doesn't want to be friends with a guy if she doesn't want to fuck him. So her poetic justice would be for me to continue leading her on, go out again with her, get her MORE wasted, fuck her, let her drive home without helping her, and let her puke about it the next day. But I'm not mean and won't stoop to that level. I'll settle with not talking to her ever again. I never expected she was such a waste of fucking existence.

Since I know where she lives, I'm tempted to get her a fitting birthday present and send it to her: a cucumber with a picture of Brad Pitt glued to it. Then as she opens it up in front of her family and friends, they can find out what she's REALLY all about as she goes "Just what I always wanted!" I won't though...again I'm not that mean.
 
> about our little talk. Apparently the last thing she would
> want to do is fuck what she would consider a "boring ugly
> guy", and she doesn't want to be friends with a guy if she
> doesn't want to fuck him.

sounds like a pointless and wasted existence she must have. total lack of substance. that is, if everything her friend says is true (and you never know. girls can be CATTY!). not meaning to put doubt in your mind or anything... but sometimes third party information is very skewed especially when people have their own motives. though, often times hearing it from the source isnt reliable either (ie: i have a friend whose girlfriend is an evil lying bitch).

> Since I know where she lives, I'm tempted to get her a
> fitting birthday present and send it to her: a cucumber with
> a picture of Brad Pitt glued to it. Then as she opens it up
> in front of her family and friends, they can find out what
> she's REALLY all about as she goes "Just what I always
> wanted!" I won't though...again I'm not that mean.

wow, you definitely get fits of hypothetical revenge! it's okay, kitty cat *pats you on the head*
 
That sucks, but it's probably better you're not with her from what you've said in your Diary posts...she sounds pretty shallow, and granted I don't know you REALLY well, but you seem like the kind of guy who probably wouldn't be happy dating a really shallow girl who's deepest thought probably involves remembering to breathe.

And don't do the revenge thing, then you'll just stoop all the much closer down to her level. You're a nice guy, you'll find someone else way better than that, even if it takes you a bit.
 
When I first read this I was wondering if he had changed in the past year I've been gone since what he first wrote described her a drunken tramp but I guess he didn't even realize that as he wrote it but since he did write it and I picked up on it before he realized it maybe he subconsciously knew it but didn't want to admit it to himself. I've done it myself and found out reality sucks when you realize the truth finally. I also totally agree, just avoiding her is best and she probably likes being like she is and has probably been doing this crap for years and years and doesn't give a fuck about what anyone thinks as long as she get *dick* what she wants, just plain selfish and selfcentered but it'll catch up with her eventually and backfire right in her face. <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>

To Octocrook, I know it sucks and probably hurts but you open yourself up and drop your guard for people you consider friends as I do and it will sometimes cause you pain, but remember. None of this is your fault and you are still cool in our eyes so don't let one stupid coniving bitch wreck a moment of your fun. Just keep doing what you've been doing and you'll eventually meet a real woman who doesn't have a hidden agenda. Just consider this a valuable lesson and go from there, it happens to all of us at one time or another. <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>
 
> sounds like a pointless and wasted existence she must have.
> total lack of substance. that is, if everything her friend
> says is true (and you never know. girls can be CATTY!).

To be honest, I don't even care. Speaking of the Matrix, it's like the Oracle in the Matrix...what she say may not always come true, but it's what you need to hear, and that's exactly what I needed to hear because I've been leaning in that direction almost the whole time. It's just particularly disturbing after having a really fun time with her just a few days ago, but it makes more sense than the alternative, so I'm willing to believe it. Time will tell I guess...since I won't really have a way to reach her, unless I so choose to through J's MySpace where she's still a friend, I guess I'll see if I ever hear from her. I really don't think I will unless she's desperate to keep playing the game.

Oh, and when I am pissed I think up fucked up shit, lol. Still, she deserves every negative word I can muster.
 
> When I first read this I was wondering if he had changed in
> the past year I've been gone since what he first wrote
> described her a drunken tramp but I guess he didn't even
> realize that as he wrote it.

I'll stop you there, because I have a best friend that gets drunk and still will take drugs now and then. I don't like it, but I'm not about to make judgement calls on him for it because he's still one of the nicest, most honest people I know. Sometimes some really good people do some really bad things, so I wasn't going to hold it against her. Oh, and it wasn't her being a drunken bitch...she took Liquid G...much worse.

> I also totally agree,
> just avoiding her is best and she probably likes being like
> she is and has probably been doing this crap for years and
> years and doesn't give a fuck about what anyone thinks

100% correct per her friend Julie, which is why I'm just ignoring her. If I confronted her she would probably see it as more of me trying to get her or something. The only way to show someone they aren't worth your time is to ignore them.

> long as she get *dick* what she wants, just plain selfish
> and selfcentered but it'll catch up with her eventually and
> backfire right in her face.

Of course. She is like my sister in every way when it comes to how she treats guys, and my sis is now 34, has no boyfriend and is desperately trying to reach an old boyfriend that she got along great with but decided to shun him off (ala me with Allie). The only difference is that he is probably willing to take my sis back...I don't care how far down the road it is, if I'm still single and Allie calls, "just say no".

> To Octocrook, I know it sucks and probably hurts but you
> open yourself up and drop your guard for people you consider
> friends as I do and it will sometimes cause you pain

I see it this way: Either I trust everyone (for the most part) or I trust no one (for the most part). If I trust no one, there's no way in hell I'll get anyone. If I trust everyone, then yea I'll get hurt like this but in the process I'll find someone who's actually trustworthy.

but
> remember. None of this is your fault and you are still cool
> in our eyes so don't let one stupid coniving bitch wreck a
> moment of your fun.

Fuck no I'm not...going up to a friend's house a couple hours north for the weekend...we're gonna have loads of fun.

> Just consider this a valuable lesson and go
> from there, it happens to all of us at one time or another.

Here's the thing: This isn't exactly like what happened with my ex but it more or less is. So I should have caught onto it. Granted, it had been years since encountering a girl like this, so perhaps I just didn't see it. After all, my ex is now a big fat ugly bloated piece of cheating shit because I put the fat curse on her! Now it's Allie's turn, which would be great justice because she's desperately trying to lose weight and can't stick to a diet or exercising. Maybe next time I see her, she'll look like Rosie O'Donnell.
 
Good for you, I'm glad you see it clearly for what it is and not how I saw it at your age, very mature and intelligent. :)

Have a great time this weekend, let the good times roll. <img src=smilies/thumb.gif>
 
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Seriously though, I know you really liked this chick, but if she's gonna be that ungrateful, then you're probably better off finding another chick, possibly J?
 
> that is, if everything her friend
> says is true (and you never know. girls can be CATTY!).
> not meaning to put doubt in your mind or anything... but
> sometimes third party information is very skewed especially
> when people have their own motives.

Yes, I was thinking the same thing, but didn't want to offend any of the girls present. <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>

That said, Octocrook, you should definitely give up on this girl. Even if you were told an exaggeration, she does know how you feel and hasn't shown any interest. If you ask me, this is just one of those character-building experiences that all guys need to go through once before they meet Mrs. right.
 
> Now lets try asian porn stars.

haha, last night i was making dinner and i asked my brother to look up "asian pork" to get an idea of what sort of spices i should use. he immediately went to google images and brought up all kinds of "asian porn" pictures. i laugh-ed.
 
I was using MSPaint (Note the crappiness and no real engravings or gold plates).

Sorry <img src=smilies/banghead.gif>
 
> I was using MSPaint (Note the crappiness and no real
> engravings or gold plates).
>
> Sorry
>

For future reference,
Main Menu > Image > Stretch/Skew
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> For future reference,
> Main Menu > Image > Stretch/Skew
> ;)

I was looking at rotate, but ty. I suppose I gapped that one <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>
 
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