Death of a loved one

[GamerTony]

What did I ever do
to be torn apart from you,
my dear loving friend..

Crystal Tears I now cry,
for I never had the chance
to really say goodbye..

If I could
I'd find you,
someplace high up in the sky,
why cant I?

The pain still haunts me,
every moment like a ghost it comes
and finds my heart...

A month of happiness and now the pain I've been blocking for three weeks finally has hit me.. a dear friend of mine died of cancerr.. and I just wish I knew how to deal with all the sudden rush of emotion. Maybe I just didnt allow myself to greive like I should have, being with my fiancee and all for so long. Havnt really had time to do it till now... just suddenly feel so empty, like a part of me is gone that I can never have back ever again. Maybe this is what sadness is, not having a reason to be sad , even slightly for so long now.. I just wish I knew what to do...



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[Vampiro]

In life we see many people die,
we lose friends, family, pets, and other loved ones,
each time we lose someone, something inside us dies.

And then we Die..

And our pain is over..

Life

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The Whole Fucking Show!!</P>

 

[Fla Flash]

> In life we see many people die,
> we lose friends, family, pets, and other loved ones,
> each time we lose someone, something inside us dies.
>
> And then we Die..
>
> And our pain is over..
>
> Life
>
Well said, Vampy. Gamer Tony, I kinda know what you're going through. What matters most is indeed looking toward the horizon. The pain will pass eventually, but the memory never will. Hang in there.


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