Screwed up weekend.
Okay, so, on Friday morning I found out at school that a friend of mine had been killed in a car accident the previous night. I've never really known someone that just... died before. After just hanging around the library with other friends and friends of hers for a few hours, I decided to just go home because I sure as hell didn't wanna do any work at school. Since then, everyone has just been hanging out like crazy. I've barely been home the last few days, and my cellphone has gotten more calls and texts than I ever have since getting it. It's just crazy... everyone copes with the loss by hanging out and having a good old time, in which we pretty much forget all about the tragedy. But, if I'm alone and trying to go to sleep or something, it's so hard not to think about it. It's like I've had the highest highs and lowest lows I've had in quite some time all in a couple days. I guess the counselors that talked to us on Friday were right--it's just one big emotional rollercoaster. It still feels so unreal though. I'm never gonna see her around school, or at a party, or hang out with her ever again. I don't know what the funeral is gonna be like... I've been fortunate enough to never know someone closely that died... so that will be my frist. But umm, yeah. Pardon the random thoughts, but I just felt like I needed to write some stuff down somewhere, and this seemed like a good place to do it.
At least the Super Bowl is today. Time for the freakin' Seahawks to (hopefully) dominate.