I had a dream...

[puduhead]

A dream of love. It was so true, so exquisite. It turned to shit and my life with it.

My life is back but my belief in love remains lost. It should have come back by know.

I spend time with friends, enjoy shows and things. And yet, my lovelessness eats at me like a cancer of the heart.

[sigh]

boo-muther-fucking-hoo to me - i know.

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[puduhead]

> If not having love eats at you, then how's it left? Sounds
> like it's very much alive to me if you're dwelling on it.
> Sounds like something bad happened to you, and I'm sorry.
> But, if it was a relationship of some sort, it must be, you
> just gotta find a way to move on. I've had some heartbreak
> in my life so far...it's hard but you shouldn't dwell on it.
> *hopes he isn't completely misunderstanding the situation*

No, you're right. I still feel love - a tortured sort for the one whom I've lost.


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