Things getting harsh lately.

[Kuikorosu]

Yeah. Recently I was kicked off of a site that I did a lot of work for, and since I have no friends to help me set up a new one, the one I'm already setting up is taking off really slow. I have no incentive if I have nobody to bullshit with and get feedback from while I'm doing it. I tried getting in touch with a couple of people from the old site, and they treated me like dirt, so that's a no go.

Going solo sucks. It's so lonely. Even for an introvert. <img src=smilies/cry.gif>

I'm also starting to wonder if the major that I've picked for college is gonna work out. It's CompSci, and that's gonna require a lot of math, and I've found that even looking at my math book makes me ill. I've got a test on Monday that I need to take, and I'm pretty sure it's going to kick my ass. I don't know where else to go, or what else to do, though.

I'd call a friend to go hang out and forget my problems with, but unfortunately, I haven't been fortunate enough to have any. It's all coming down to a feeling similar to dragging a ball and chain by my neck through the mud and rain...

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[Goku]

Cheer up!

Want to make friends? Get off the computer and get the hell out there. I know it is hard cause i am an introvert myself but once you get in the swing of things, it is not so bad. The inital fear is just paralysing!

Shit, 3 weeks ago i had nothing to do, no one to hang out with, and i was going crazy. Well, three weeks later, im hanging with people every saturday and having a blast playing pool, getting drunk and getting phone numbers from chicks!

I hardly come on the computer anymore. Really, when you think of it, the computer is a wasteland of life with alot of false intimacy. Just get out and do somthing. Join Karate or someother martial art. Its not that expensive and it would be well worth the money. U will meet people there.

GO to the gym. Difficult to meet people there but it is a perfect introvert activity. YOu just feel so great after an hour in the gym. Go for a jog, get some sun and see the world. Its so great.

Just get yourself out there. Its not healty sitting infront of the computer. That is your problem right now. Cant meet friends if you dont get out!

Afterall, fortune favours the bold!

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[Dark Macc]

Most of the time I think you're a complete dumbass. I actually agree with you this time. <img src=smilies/werd.gif>

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[Goku]

My god, I just read what i wrote. My grammer is fucking awful. I read like an uneducated fool!

Such is life!

> Most of the time I think you're a complete dumbass. I
> actually agree with you this time.
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[Dark Macc]

> My god, I just read what i wrote. My grammer is fucking
> awful. I read like an uneducated fool!

You make good points ocassionally <img src=smilies/thumb.gif>

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[Goku]

I am not so bad at work. I proof read what i write very carefully. I am lazy here. I now see that being lazy is not a good thing.

> You make good points ocassionally



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