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blackize
07-10-2003, 03:27 PM
...back again? Laura's back, Laura's back, Laura's back, Laura's back.

And I'm not very happy.

I managed to avoid her and move on from our negative relationship for months now, until my boss decided to schedule me and her to work on Tuesday. When I read the schedule I was shocked and awed by my employer's error, after all, I did request never to work with Laura again. I was very unhappy when I clocked in on Tuesday.

I kept thinking that Laura was going to come to work with both chambers loaded and just fire off round after round of female bitching and whining on my ass. It turned out that she was in a good mood and wanted to talk to me, not kill me like I had thought. Keep in mind that this is the same Laura that fucking cheated on me God knows how many times, used me, assaulted me with the fucking gifts I would buy her and lie to me.

She admitted that she liked me a lot and wanted to be friends with me for the longest time, but wouldn't dare approach me since I hated her. I admit that I did hate and I don't trust her as much as I did when I first met her, all things considered.

My whole take on the situation is that after all I've been through with her, I really don't want to be anything with her, friends, lovers or otherwise. What do I do? I'm moving in probably another two or three months, should I just weather the storm or just tell her the truth? I was over and moved on at one time, but then she confronted me on Tuesday and the rest is history.

I did make the mistake of agreeing to take her out to Chuck E. Cheese's again with a group of friends. I invited my friend Jay to come, but this is what we did instead: we all met at Dunkin' Donuts (I had to pick Laura up at her house), we made driving arrangements: I was going to go Cheese's with Jay before everyone else, so "we could get everything settled", and Laura was going to ride shotgun with the rest of our friends. I told Jay how I felt this time around with Laura and such, and we planned on going to Cheese's, getting our tokens and getting our food before everyone else arrived. We did just that and fucked around. Funny thing is that when everyone else arrived, no one except one girl and the driver had any ID on them and thus they weren't admitted into the building since they weren't 18 or older. Laura thought Jay and I was going to persuade the manager to let everyone in, but we just exchanged our tickets for some shit prize and said we would meet everyone at the mall. Then it gets better: Jay and I went to the mall, checked out some ladies, I bought a video game and then we peaced out of the mall and hung out at my place. We called Laura and everyone on one of our other friend's cell phone and asked where they were. We said we were circling the mall parking lot looking for them, when in reality Jay and I were at my house, and they said they left the mall already. We continued to fuck with them by acting angry and claiming that ditched us, etc. It was fun. I still don't think Laura knows that I don't want to hang out with her our anything.

That was just a side-story to Laura and Chuck Part IV. How can I easily escape this time before whatever's going on metamorphisizes into a friendship/relationship that I don't want?


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shawn
07-10-2003, 11:00 PM
Freudian slip or what??

> I still don't think Laura knows that I don't
> want to hang out with her ****our**** anything.


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blackize
07-11-2003, 01:21 AM
> Freudian slip or what??

> > want to hang out with her ****our**** anything.

It's a typo. I should've read it before posting. I meant it to say, "hang out with her OR anything." This Freudian slip intrieges me, do enlighten me.


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HerrSkofild
07-11-2003, 02:01 AM
saying what you are thinking, rather than what you mean to say

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shawn
07-11-2003, 02:07 AM
> saying what you are thinking, rather than what you mean to
> say
>

Yup that's exactly right, I used to get pissed about freudian slips but now I take it as a learning experience about myself. <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>

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07-11-2003, 02:52 AM
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blackize
07-11-2003, 03:51 AM
> saying what you are thinking, rather than what you mean to say

I see.

> I still don't think Laura knows that I don't want to hang out with her ****our**** anything.

I guess that would mean that I was thinking about having a serious relationship with her or something. I'm trying to analyze my own posts, it's weird doing so. What I'm trying to get at is that, even though I wanted to say and people to believe that I want nothing to do with her, and even if I deny myself, deep down inside, I want a relationship with her? Is that it?


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