Kitsune Sniper
06-28-2003, 05:28 AM
And no one gives a damn.
Let's see... any kind of possible gift or even a damn birthday cake went down south when my sister-in-law decided to rack up charges of over $400 dollars over two months just calling my brother.
And not one single company is hiring in this backwater gringo-filled hick town I semi-live in. I sent in applications everywhere, except at Wal-mart, where they told me to wait a few days, just to hear that they'd hired everyone they needed a day before the date they gave me to ask for info.
I really don't have any close friends to spend the day with. The only person that remotely gives a damn about me lives at the other side of the city [... 70 miles away?] and can't spend the day with me. The only person that I thought considered me a friend doesn't talk to me anymore because I'm not fit to be her friend [yay for classmate influence]... the girl I loved, well, she's an easily influenced fool that can't see the truth when it's put in front of her, so she's out of the question... my siblings are far away in the US...
And to top it off, I think I may have feelings for someone but I can't tell that someone for fear of losing perhaps the only good friendship that I've had in over fifteen years.
And I don't have anything to release today. Well, tomorrow, it's still 10 PM here.
Just ONCE I would like people to see me for what I am, not for what others think of me. Do you have any idea what it's like to lose the girl you love and the friends you spent a lot of time with just to see them hate you because of one person?
I certainly hope no one here knows that feeling. Because it's the saddest one, especially because I can't prove to my ex that this ... person is only using her.
...
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Let's see... any kind of possible gift or even a damn birthday cake went down south when my sister-in-law decided to rack up charges of over $400 dollars over two months just calling my brother.
And not one single company is hiring in this backwater gringo-filled hick town I semi-live in. I sent in applications everywhere, except at Wal-mart, where they told me to wait a few days, just to hear that they'd hired everyone they needed a day before the date they gave me to ask for info.
I really don't have any close friends to spend the day with. The only person that remotely gives a damn about me lives at the other side of the city [... 70 miles away?] and can't spend the day with me. The only person that I thought considered me a friend doesn't talk to me anymore because I'm not fit to be her friend [yay for classmate influence]... the girl I loved, well, she's an easily influenced fool that can't see the truth when it's put in front of her, so she's out of the question... my siblings are far away in the US...
And to top it off, I think I may have feelings for someone but I can't tell that someone for fear of losing perhaps the only good friendship that I've had in over fifteen years.
And I don't have anything to release today. Well, tomorrow, it's still 10 PM here.
Just ONCE I would like people to see me for what I am, not for what others think of me. Do you have any idea what it's like to lose the girl you love and the friends you spent a lot of time with just to see them hate you because of one person?
I certainly hope no one here knows that feeling. Because it's the saddest one, especially because I can't prove to my ex that this ... person is only using her.
...
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