another call

[SwampGas]

she calls me again tonight all happy...

"hey! you still mad at me?"

"yeah"

and then she proceeds to tell me how i should be her friend..she NEEDS me as her friend.

i threw it all on her again...all the bad shit she did, how it hurt me REAL bad...especially this permanent tattoo.

"well, i can get that removed!"

"and who's going to pay for it?"

"a friend"

what the hell.

then i say how i don't want to see her leading such a trashy life...i don't want to "see other guys fucking her".

we go on and on...

it finally gets to the point where i say "when you die and look god in the face, you better hope he'll forgive you for what you've done to yourself and me"

"don't even bring that up...he will"

"he may forgive you, but i won't"

and i hung up.

haven't heard from her.

she just can't grasp the concept that i was deeply in love with her and everytime she did something stupid it hurt me as well. especially when she did it to me or to get back at me. i'm not getting rid of her because i don't love her or that i never did love her...i'm doing it because SHE doesn't love ME. i deserve RESEPECT...and god damnit, i don't want a piece of trash for a wife.

grrr

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[shawn]

> > she calls me again tonight all happy...
> >
> > "hey! you still mad at me?"
> >
> > "yeah"
> >
> > and then she proceeds to tell me how i should be her
> > friend..she NEEDS me as her friend.
> >
> > i threw it all on her again...all the bad shit she did,
> how
> > it hurt me REAL bad...especially this permanent tattoo.
> >
> > "well, i can get that removed!"
> >
> > "and who's going to pay for it?"
> >
> > "a friend"
> >
> > what the hell.
> >
> > then i say how i don't want to see her leading such a
> trashy
> > life...i don't want to "see other guys fucking her".
> >
> > we go on and on...
> >
> > it finally gets to the point where i say "when you die and
>
> > look god in the face, you better hope he'll forgive you
> for
> > what you've done to yourself and me"
> >
> > "don't even bring that up...he will"
> >
> > "he may forgive you, but i won't"
> >
> > and i hung up.
> >
> > haven't heard from her.
> >
> > she just can't grasp the concept that i was deeply in love
>
> > with her and everytime she did something stupid it hurt me
>
> > as well. especially when she did it to me or to get back
> at
> > me. i'm not getting rid of her because i don't love her
> or
> > that i never did love her...i'm doing it because SHE
> doesn't
> > love ME. i deserve RESEPECT...and god damnit, i don't
> want
> > a piece of trash for a wife.
> >
> > grrr
> >
>
> What if she said she would change back to the way she used
> to be? Would you give her another chance, if she promised to
> do what you said from now on if you truely don't want her to
> do it? And what if she actually followed through on it, do
> you think you could ever forgive her? I could understand not
> wnating her back because you know she'll do the same old
> things. I would just wait, and wait, and wait, and if you
> both still cannot find another love because you are both so
> deeply in love with eachother, then you know it would be
> real and maybe you guys can give it another shot if she
> promises to do what you deeply feel. I would wait a long
> time, though.
>

She cheated on him 3 times, he should have kicked her to the curb long ago, I myself would have tossed her after once because cheating is the worst thing you can do and then she goes and does something she knows he considers taboo and calls it a test and thinks everythings fine, no it's time for him to find someone who wants a mature relationship and for her to get a clue, growup, and move on. :)

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[Octocrook]

> She cheated on him 3 times, he should have kicked her to the
> curb long ago, I myself would have tossed her after once
> because cheating is the worst thing you can do.

Amen to that...the guy my ex dumped me for got cheated on at LEAST twice by her....their relationship lasted about 2 years too. Every day that I talked to her during that time, she sounded like she wanted to marry him n shit...apparently not. I hate what she did to me, but I would have been simply crushed if I was him. She was rather good at using deception...she lied convincingly. After the first time, I'm sure he didn't want to believe her, but I'm sure she probably apologized about a million times...made it sound like she genuinely made a mistake that would never happen again. She's just a fuckin rotten person.

So Sam....stick with your perspective on this...you are doing the right thing. It may be painful to do, but in time, you will look back and be glad that you did what you did. I'm grateful that my relationship with my ex didn't last long enough for her to cheat on me, even though I easily had the chance to get back together with her. If that had happened I probably would have had a happy few months until she would undoubtedly do what she does best...sleep around. Just think about it like that...no matter what she says, you know her track record.

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[Danoz]

Just picture the future. I see myself being a very happy 60 year old man, and I can honestly see the girl I'm with now being my 60 year old wife :D. I'm not naive though, I know things change... especially in relationships.

In my opinion, with that girl your driving on a dead end road... and the longer you drive the closer you get to crashing, it's time to take a turn buddy.... oh yes... it's time to take a turn. (Danoz dramatic quote of the hour, you gotta love it.) -- (My english teacher told me to stop using (...) hehe, I guess I do use that a lot in my sentance structure... :D)

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[Jathys]

>(My english teacher told me to stop using
>(...) hehe, I guess I do use that a lot in my sentance
>structure... :D)

My professors always wanted me to stop using . . . too . . . Guess I never learned . . . You just have to know how to use . . . correctly . . . This was not an example . . .

BTW- You can see yourself with a 60 year old woman?!! You sicko!

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[Fla Flash]

Unfortunately, I am one of those types. But you're right, ZDD. I don't think she loves him, truly, either. I'm sorry, Sam. I hope you can move past this.

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[SwampGas]

she has a permanent tattoo...it'll never happen.

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[shawn]

> she has a permanent tattoo...it'll never happen.
>

Actually Sam no tattoo is permanent anymore, they just recently came up with a technique using a blue *I think* laser that totally neutralizes the dye without burning the skin, not sure if it's locally available or the actual cost but there is an option though since she went out of her way to get it, including putting up with the pain of the needle I doubt she'ld get it removed. :)

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