Fucking life.

[MooglyGuy]

I fucking hate life right now. My grades are suffering from much suckage just because I'm so goddamn overloaded with classes right now, and my mom's so goddamn controlling she won't let me drop any, so that's making me miserable, my body still sucks because I haven't had time to get to the campus gym yet, one friend I used to have has essentially abandoned me for no damn reason, pretty much the only non-online friend I have left is planning on moving to Fairfax, VA to be with his boyfriend so that'll leave me without any friends in real life, so my real life is going down the shitter, and apart from one person my online life isn't much better, so really all I'm left with is hoping to god each night that I don't wake up in the morning. Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go slit my wrists now.

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[holyhandwrit]

> dont take the easy way out. anyone can do that. getting
> through a suck part of your life like now will make you
> stronger. dont let the shit get to you, it all goes up from
> here.
>

just when you think it's gotten dark enough, everything goes pitch black
-http://www.despair.comdespair.com</a>

[ElZacho]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.
>

Because suicide is for pussies.

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[CEpeep]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.
>

Cuz' we luuuuuuuv U. <img src=smilies/hearton.gif>

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[Maxwell Murder]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.

Because suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Life will get better eventually.

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[lord_steak]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.

Because you really don't have it that bad. I'm think I'm in worse shoes than you are, and one of my closest buddies is in an even worse position. He just got out of incarceration, and has to start his life at 20 years old, with everyone giving him the sideways glance for the time he served. He was a music major, absolutely wonderful on the French horn, could've done either performance or music education and gone far in both, and now is nothing more than a telemarketer. He hasn't given up. He's gonna try to get back into college.

And I haven't given up either. Granted, I've considered the same shit you are, many times in fact, but I'm not gonna give up. Not until I'm faced with giving up a core value (which, in turn, will open the door for throwing out more core values, which'll open the door for theft, murder, rape, etc.) or death.

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[puduhead]

> Because suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary
> problem. Life will get better eventually.

Word!


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[Kuikorosu]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.

Because pop certainly wouldn't have that great fizzy taste if you were dead.

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[SpaceTiger]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.

Because people that have gone through depression come out with a unique understanding and perspective that most others don't have. Because it makes you stronger, like a gym for your emotions. Because people love you. Because you're better than that.


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[thegodofhellfire]

Seriously man, I was like that when I was in high school (I'm assuming you're in high school - sorry). Then I went to law school and realised that high school really wasn't so bad in comparison.

So cheer up, life may be bad now, but it's probably still better than it will be later!

*is pretty damn good at this counselling business*

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[CEpeep]

> So cheer up, life may be bad now, but it's probably still
> better than it will be later!

Maybe it's just me, but that statement would make me more depressed.
Not to mention making the future seem more bleak.
Was it supposed to be a joke? It's not exactly an encouraging statement. <img src=smilies/erm.gif>

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[thegodofhellfire]

It was a joke, sorry. The point hidden in there (somewhere) was the fact that as difficult and downright depressing as I found high school, I rode it out and was somehow better equipped to deal with life thereafter. Coming out of the other side of a period like that, as SpaceTiger said, tends to give a better sense of perspective to a person.

So yes, I might get up at 6:30am every morning and study till about 10pm, but somehow you don't mind, because you know the thought processes that lead you to a particular mindset (work is hard, ergo I am depressed by it) and learn how to not fall into that particular way of thinking again.

*will hopefully make better lawyer than counsellor*

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[O.Jackson]

I sometimes question the point of me continuing with my life, usually brought on by a sleep disorder sometimes affecting me and completely fucking up my life temporarily, plus a combination of stress from too much pressure from school, my parents' regular financial dilemmas (I'm regularly lending my mother money for food or petrol when she is very overdrawn from paying for my younger brothers' educations), various unwanted commitments I could do without, mental frustration and a little paranoia.

I'd advise anyone despressed to wait a few weeks for something funny or pleasing to surprise you - I'm privelged enough to be around people at my school who will, for example, wear a pink toga to school spontaneously after six years of being the most serious person you could ever meet. Hysterical laughter is a worthy antidote to depression.

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[Kitsune Sniper]

Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go slit my wrists now.

Wait a while and you'll get killed when Bush starts that stupid war of his.

I know, I know, in the backroom forum, whatever...

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[type_x]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.
>

Look, I know life seems like shit right now. Life does that to you- after years of stability or even relative comfort in your surroundings, all of a sudden everything is fucked. It's a challenge put before everyone at one point or at many points. But that doesn't mean it will always be like this. For a long time I've been overwhelmed by my own problems. But as much as I hate being alive sometimes, I refuse to give up and die because I know how good life can be. We don't have a choice actually. You're still a kid- there is so much you have yet to experience and understand. Trust me, better times are not far off.


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[lord_steak]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.
>

I know I came across kinda harsh with my first responce to this. Hey, I thought it was crazy. But I've been there too...too recently, really. Just about did it last Friday. Would have probably, if I hadn't said anything about how I was doing to my supervisor at work. He talked to me briefly, left, then the general manager of the dining hall called me over, and talked to me. He asked me if I wanted to talk to somebody, I said yes, and he called the campus police. Two officers came down, talked to me about it, disarmed me, took me back up to the station, talked more to me, and called a shrink in about it all. I talked to him for awhile, and have an appointment tomorrow afternoon.

Suicide's a cry for help, really. Right now, I'm gonna have to put college on the shelf (don't like that idea, but, I'm out of options), and come back to it later. The options I'm looking at are either fall flat on face (which leads to life upon the street) or join the military (which leads to being shot at). I'm not liking my options. The weight of it all has been getting so heavy. I don't know what to do. Everybody's got an opinion, everybody thinks they know what to do, except me. My grandparents are by no means pleased with the way my father handled the situation about my wreck. A fair number of my friends made me promise them a variety of things, many said not to kill myself. Of course, none of them have this shit to deal with, and don't know just how depressing it all is. It gets to the point where I've stopped caring about just about everything, and just want a break already.

Saw Gods & Generals with that gal I've spoke of. Scared. Felt like I just saw my future, excepting the more primative equipment and tactics. I'm still shaking, whenever I think about it.

Don't feel too bad. You're not alone. And don't give up the ship.

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[lord_steak]

> Dude, just join the Navy or Air Force or something. Get
> paid, don't get shot at (well, as long as you're not in the
> plane... better just stay Navy)!
>

My friends are divided just about in half. One group says "No military." The other says"No army, go Air Force." I have NO idea what I'd do there; I have budding technical skills in many things, that, in their current skill, aren't good for much of anything. I suppose I could utilize one of them.

Oh, and, only officers are pilots. Enlisting will allow me to duck that.

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...brave Sir Robin ran away....</P>

[Paladyn]

> Seriously, give me one fucking reason why I shouldn't go
> slit my wrists now.

Because if you do, I'll come down there and kill you.

Wait...

That probably wouldn't be too helpful.

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I'd like to help, but the truth is that everyone has to find their own reason for existing, or pursuing any given course of action. I can offer advice if you need it, but it's ultimately up to you to set goals worth living for.

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