Piece by piece, the puzzle nears completion

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it looks like my life is finally taking a turn for the better.

1) laura and i are back together...in some capacity.
after a fight, a hate song, another hate song, another fight, and then a nice talk, laura and i are starting over...again. i took her out to chuck e. cheese on tuesday, we had a great time. we got a long and everything. looks like our little "friendship" might bloom into something nice after all.

2) i think i found a place to live.
i was pissed at my mom for deciding to sell the house and move right after i graduate high school. bitch. i was extremely worried about what the future held for me, at least i found somewhere to go. my neighbor is renting out their son's room for like $400. comes with bed, refridgerator, microwave and some other stuff. best part is that it's two houses down from my current one and i won't need to worry about not seeing my friends.

3) i have money.
for some time i was broke. then i got into my accident. now i can have my tailgate replaced and have a new rear windshield installed. plus a tune up and possible install my new stereo, or buy a new ps2. happy.

4) college.
i am almost enrolled. took my basic skills test and everything. best part is that my best friend's mom works for admissions. might be able to enroll w/o taking remedial courses or anything.

5) my job.
if all goes as planned and i stay here in jersey, then i can continue to work at dunkin' donuts. granted i fucking hate it, but at the rate i keep getting raises, i should be up to $8/hr. and/or become a manager shortly.

6) masochism.
i haven't cut myself in weeks. i haven't attempted suicide in over two months. what could be better than that?

i'll keep you guys posted if something else happens, or if i relapse and begin cutting myself/attempting suicide again. my life is a mess.

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[JCE3000GT]

Glad someone's life is coming together...maybe you can do it for the rest of us. GJ <img src=smilies/biggthumpup.gif>

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[type_x]

I am truly stoked for you. There's no better feeling than confidence in the direction your life is taking. Don't let that go. At one point, I felt the same way and it took me to great heights at a young age. I let it slip away when tragedy struck, but that was my own choice. As long as you keep focus in your goals, nothing can get in your way.<img src=smilies/thumb.gif>

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[Fla Flash]

Good for you. It's about time stuff swung around for ya.<img src=smilies/thumb.gif>

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[shawn]

Sounds good, just keep trying and don't look back except to pat yourself on the back for all the effort. <img src=smilies/thumb.gif>

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> Good for you. It's about time stuff swung around for ya.

But it gets better: today at work, I found a porn-o mag in one of the trash containers. It was on top and brand new. It was called Lollipops or something. Mine now. Oh and I got my tongue pierced. Yay. I can't even talk, it hurts so much.

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