Dear diary...

[puduhead]

being a player, while convenient, is lacking in the fundamental provisions such as love and companionship.

ok. I've been burned and shit in relationships a lot. And now I've been taking advantage of my 1337 10v50r skillz and getting women for the purposes of satisfying my lust and carnality. And that part is going just swell...

but damn if I never knew this before - everything is better when you are in love! all those experiences... with the cheap women I'm in the company of at present, it's pretty unsatisfying. Somehow I expected more, thinking it was just what I needed - twice the sex and half the relationship. I guess I was wrong.

at least it's easy to get out of my current predicament. Hell, I don't even have to call! <img src=smilies/laff.gif>

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[JCE3000GT]

> but damn if I never knew this before - everything is better
> when you are in love! all those experiences... with the
> cheap women I'm in the company of at present, it's pretty
> unsatisfying. Somehow I expected more, thinking it was just
> what I needed - twice the sex and half the relationship. I
> guess I was wrong.

You're crazy...sex0r is sex0r as long as the hoe is hot that's all that matters. <img src=smilies/biggthumpup.gif> I mean if your talking about player sex0r...if it's love sex0r then she's not a hoe...obviously.

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[puduhead]

> You're crazy...sex0r is sex0r as long as the hoe is hot
> that's all that matters. I mean if your talking about
> player sex0r...if it's love sex0r then she's not a
> hoe...obviously.

Yes, I am crazy. But I think love sex0r is more passionate and satisfying. but hey, I guess I'll play until I find love.

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[SharkESP]

Naw, because you can enjoy the company and warm love muffins of a non-hot woman who loves you much more than a hot chick who thinks of you as "a good time."

> > You're crazy...sex0r is sex0r as long as the hoe is hot
> > that's all that matters. I mean if your talking about
> > player sex0r...if it's love sex0r then she's not a
> > hoe...obviously.

> Yes, I am crazy. But I think love sex0r is more passionate
> and satisfying. but hey, I guess I'll play until I find
> love.
>


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[ricardobaltazar]

> Naw, because you can enjoy the company and warm love muffins
> of a non-hot woman who loves you much more than a hot chick
> who thinks of you as "a good time."

That my friend is the key to happainess that many people twice my age still haven't seemed to figure out.

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[Kitsune Sniper]

> You're crazy...sex0r is sex0r as long as the hoe is hot
> that's all that matters. I mean if your talking about
> player sex0r...if it's love sex0r then she's not a
> hoe...obviously.

...

*whacks you across the head*

Sex is one thing. If you're not in love, you could just get an inflatable girl - same effect.

Sex with love is a completely different experience. There is nothing that can get you as close to another person, physically and spiritually [or mentally, if you're an atheist]. You could get the same kisses and caresses from a girl that doesn't love you. But if she does, she'll mean it. And you'll notice if she means it.

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[ricardobaltazar]

> Sex is one thing. If you're not in love, you could just get
> an inflatable girl - same effect.

Well, having sex with a real person is more fun but of course the point of the arguement still stands. <img src=smilies/laff.gif>

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[puduhead]

> Naw, because you can enjoy the company and warm love muffins
> of a non-hot woman who loves you much more than a hot chick
> who thinks of you as "a good time."

I don't have that right now. But I have the sex0r. And that's all i think of her too - a good time.

Also, this isn't an issue for me about getting the "hot chick." I can't stand most of those bizatches. I just need to be attracted to a woman... she doesn't need to be a supermodel, and in most cases, getting in a relationship with a supermodel would be about as enriching as going out with a blow-up doll. I already got one of those... and boy is she hot! <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>

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[SharkESP]

> I don't have that right now. But I have the sex0r. And
> that's all i think of her too - a good time.

> Also, this isn't an issue for me about getting the "hot
chick." I can't stand most of those bizatches. I just need
to be attracted to a woman... she doesn't need to be a
supermodel, and in most cases, getting in a relationship
with a supermodel would be about as enriching as going out
with a blow-up doll. I already got one of those... and boy
is she hot!

You've got it backwards, man. Which is cool, but don't let what you have now interrupt what could be coming to you...

A meaningless fuck buddy could
<img src=smilies/snipersmilie.gif> the <img src=smilies/hearton.gif> of a good woman who would love ya...

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[ricardobaltazar]

> A meaningless fuck buddy could
><img src=smilies/snipersmilie.gif> the >
<img src=smilies/hearton.gif> of a good woman who would love ya...

Yep, I've been there and it was a mess. Tying up loose ends from those "special times" with "special friends" can be very bad news indeed. Ahh... learning experiences.

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[puduhead]

> Yep, I've been there and it was a mess. Tying up loose ends
> from those "special times" with "special friends" can be
> very bad news indeed. Ahh... learning experiences.

You guys are right of course... but my prospects for love right now are a big fat zero. Most women in my area of Utah are either self-righteous or else sluts... neither suitable for mah love.

If I met someone I thought I could even have potential with, I would say buh-bye to being a player so's I could pursue something respectable.

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[Lobster Cowboy]

> If I met someone I thought I could even have potential with,
> I would say buh-bye to being a player so's I could pursue
> something respectable.
>

as my good friend from work always says, "don't hate the playa, hate the game" :)

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[ricardobaltazar]

> as my good friend from work always says, "don't hate the
> playa, hate the game" :)

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Damn you, Chutes and Ladders!




btw, I also found this when looking for the pic:



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The Ramen Game, who knew?

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[Kitsune Sniper]

I couldn't resist.

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And yes,that is a real game. I found it at a flea market two months ago. I just remembered it now.

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[ricardobaltazar]

> And yes,that is a real game. I found it at a flea market two
> months ago. I just remembered it now.

I'm sure that game must be loads of fun. <img src=smilies/retard.gif>

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[Reaper man]

> ok. I've been burned and shit in relationships a lot. And
> now I've been taking advantage of my 1337 10v50r skillz and
> getting women for the purposes of satisfying my lust and
> carnality. And that part is going just swell...

I wish I could do that <img src=smilies/crying.gif>

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[ElZacho]

> I'm sure that game must be loads of fun.
>

I remeber staying up all night with that game, damning homosexuals to hell, losing track of time...good times.

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[saprophytic]

> And now I've been taking advantage of my 1337 10v50r skillz and getting women for the purposes of satisfying my lust and carnality. And that part is going just swell...

<img src=smilies/laff.gif> Keep up the good work.

> Somehow I expected more, thinking it was just what I needed - twice the sex and half the relationship. I guess I was wrong.

What are you talking about? That's all a man needs. <img src=smilies/biggthumpup.gif>

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[puduhead]

> > Somehow I expected more, thinking it was just what I
> > needed - twice the sex and half the relationship. I guess I
> > was wrong.

> What are you talking about? That's all a man needs.

Heheheh... well I knew your opinion on this. <img src=smilies/biggthumpup.gif>

But an update is:

the jiggalo thing is going quite well. No relationship stress. mah ho cleans my apartment, gets me free food at the restaurant she waitresses at, and sex0rs me. <img src=smilies/magbiggrin.gif>

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