Nothing has changed, I still miss you

[GamerTony]

Its been so many years,
and I've cried so many tears,
but nothing has changed,
I still miss you.

I thought by now,
the pain would be gone,
or at least gone enough,
to let me live.

Was I really such a fool?
Was that in too much to believe?
You're there,
I'm still here,
and nothing has changed,
I still miss you..

Angel above,
the light in my eye,
I know you;re still with me
no matter how much I cry

My every dream come true,
my every wish I've ever made,
you've been there in them all,
and there you'll remain


But of the dreams I still dream at night
of all the prayers I say by soft candlelight,
I know the one I want most,
is still to again be with you.

The crystal tears still flow,
my heart still hurts,
but the memories will never fade,
nor will my love for you

My precious little angel..
nothing has changed,
I still miss you
<3 End <3

In loving memory of Kristy Lyn Pembleton 1994-1998

It's been 4 years now since she passed of lukemia and I thought I had gotten over the loss and the pain and the hurt.. but I guess not. With her anniversary this past Saturday all the hurting came back, like it just happened yesterday. I still miss her more then ever. Christa helped me some last night, the poem helped some despite putting off writing it all week.. maybe the pain will always be with me, I dont know, and I dont really care anymore, ok thats a lie, I always will.. I just hated the feelings of helplessness and everytihng when she was sick and I'm stll feeling the same way, just now being helpless of saying goodbye..



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[Isildur]

I don't know if it's any comfort, but as I read your touching tribute, I was reminded of this excerpt from Shakespear's Sonnet 18, regarding the power of writing to forever preserve the memory of those who are gone:

But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest;

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

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[Phoenix]

Love you babe!
*hugs*

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