03-06-2002, 07:53 PM
Alex.. I havnt known you too long but I already consider you a friend, somebody easy to get along with.. GamerX, I havnt met you yet but from people say you're easy to get along with too but Alex how can you say Danoz is ignorant to suicide when he's been through it, hell, his friend fucking killed himself.. how can he be ignorant when hes been through it personally? Sure, maybe hes never been suicidal himself but I have.. was literally hours away from doing it before I met Amanda, after 2 years of depression and after 2 years of everything around me falling to shit but I didnt because of her. My fathers friend commited suicide recently, blew his brains out over a girl. was it right? Hell no, it was stupid. I dont even know why I'm venting, just that somehow that just erked me to the point of doing so. Alex, I dont want to piss you off or lose you as a friend, especially since we've only known each other a few days but just because somebody is making a joke, you dont need to go all off on him like that.. just tell him nicely that it was wrong.. I'm not saying what he did wa`s right either but sometimes we NEED to make light of stuff like this, like with everything else. If we dont have some lightheartness about serious shit, when God forbid one of us DOES do it, we'd not be as numb to it... ok, I'm done venting now.. flame me if you must but just think about what I said.. Thank you..