SivakDrac
08-11-2002, 01:23 AM
Some may recall I had not been in contact with my girlfriend for some time now. It was in May I last heard from her on the daily basis. I got to call her in June though she never called back...
Here it is in August and after some looking around I managed to find her new screen name and we began talking again. She was terrified of me at first, but I told her I'd like to be friends again and that I wouldn't pressure her into anything like she's made me out to be doing. We still talk though things just aren't the same...
A little story on how we came to know each other. I am a resident of northwest Ohio and she is one of Louisiana. We met via the Internet and I expressed an interest in her. I flew down there in 2001 after a few months of talking. She came up here for a visit shortly thereafter. Since October of 2000 we've known each other and it's always been pretty good. The third time we saw each other was at the very end of 2001. We loved each other and it stayed that way until May...
In May, at the end of the semester, she told me that college and her mother were depressing her and that she didn't have any love for me. I tried reasoning with her for about 5 days and that's when she disappeared. The last words I heard from her were hopeful ones asking if we could talk the next day, but she wasn't there on "the next day"... I called her once in June and we had a little talk. She seemed glad to hear from me but didn't call back as promised...
Now, here in August, I re-established contact. She told me she has a new boyfriend.
She's still the nice person she once was and I still admire her... But lately I feel too saddened by everything. Tonight, I actually couldn't control myself and I let out tears because I was so hurt. I just wish I knew what the hell went wrong? How does someone love you all over for 2.5 years suddenly merely think of you as a standard friend? I wish I knew more of the whole story.
Thanks for reading.
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Here it is in August and after some looking around I managed to find her new screen name and we began talking again. She was terrified of me at first, but I told her I'd like to be friends again and that I wouldn't pressure her into anything like she's made me out to be doing. We still talk though things just aren't the same...
A little story on how we came to know each other. I am a resident of northwest Ohio and she is one of Louisiana. We met via the Internet and I expressed an interest in her. I flew down there in 2001 after a few months of talking. She came up here for a visit shortly thereafter. Since October of 2000 we've known each other and it's always been pretty good. The third time we saw each other was at the very end of 2001. We loved each other and it stayed that way until May...
In May, at the end of the semester, she told me that college and her mother were depressing her and that she didn't have any love for me. I tried reasoning with her for about 5 days and that's when she disappeared. The last words I heard from her were hopeful ones asking if we could talk the next day, but she wasn't there on "the next day"... I called her once in June and we had a little talk. She seemed glad to hear from me but didn't call back as promised...
Now, here in August, I re-established contact. She told me she has a new boyfriend.
She's still the nice person she once was and I still admire her... But lately I feel too saddened by everything. Tonight, I actually couldn't control myself and I let out tears because I was so hurt. I just wish I knew what the hell went wrong? How does someone love you all over for 2.5 years suddenly merely think of you as a standard friend? I wish I knew more of the whole story.
Thanks for reading.
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