GamerTony
03-06-2002, 01:38 AM
After spending a month with her and now spending 2 days apart.. like we used to, damn long distance relationships suck ass. 11 Months together almost and except for the 2 months we've been together, the rest has been limited to phone calls and letters and chatting online whenever she can get access to a puter since she lost hers. I love her with all my heart, and I know I want to marry her and all but the distance tears us up.. I dont think either of us could handle another goodbye... in a few months she's moving out here to get away from her bitch of a mother and believe me she IS a bitch.. wanted to tell her off a few times but somehow managed to keep my cool, prolly for Amanda's sake only. Volaris said today in #zophar that Love hurts.. and hes right.. sometimes it does. Being in her arms, I felt complete now I feel empty again, looking forward to letters and phonecalls but wishing to hold her, if just for one moment more. I think I said I miss you more then anything else to her when she called a while ago. I cant wait till she moves out here, then we wont have to do this shit anymore but can be with each other more often and actually start living our life 'together' like we've wanted for so long now. Get married, start a family, instead of waiting for each others phone calls and letters.. instead of just dreaming of being together, and there for each other.. dreams are good, but I wish it wasnt a dream anymore.. but after all we've been through , after everyone said we wouldnt make it, we wouldnt last longer then a month.. I dont give a fuck if its two months from now or twenty years from now till I marry her.. because I'll wait that long, if I had to.. because shes the only thing in my life that makes sense anymore, and without her, I'd die.. prolly by my own hand or from a car or some shit running me over. Love hurts but when its True.. the joy far outlasts the Hurt.. thats prolly the only thing keeping the two of us going anymore.. we dont have much of anything except each other..
"To hold you just once more"
By:Tony Silver
dedicated with <3 to my fiancee Amanda Finnigan
To hold you just once more,
I'd do anything for that chance,
just a moment more
of pure romance
For just one more kiss,
theres nothing I wouldnt do,
just to spend one more moment
together with you
You keep me going,
you make my life complete,
You're my destiny,
I've known that since first our eyes did meet
Amanda my love,
I'd walk the world , theres nothing I wouldnt do,
to have just one moment
there with you..
<3 End <3
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"To hold you just once more"
By:Tony Silver
dedicated with <3 to my fiancee Amanda Finnigan
To hold you just once more,
I'd do anything for that chance,
just a moment more
of pure romance
For just one more kiss,
theres nothing I wouldnt do,
just to spend one more moment
together with you
You keep me going,
you make my life complete,
You're my destiny,
I've known that since first our eyes did meet
Amanda my love,
I'd walk the world , theres nothing I wouldnt do,
to have just one moment
there with you..
<3 End <3
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