I'm stumped.

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Seriously, I don't know what's going on with my life. If I were to write about the strange state of my life one week ago, I would consider myself "normal". I suddenly woke up one day and felt weird. It's not a physical injury or something of that nature, but my life changed as a result. I know a time comes in every man's life when he quesitons certain aspects of his life, take his career as an example. When that time comes in a man's life, he questions whatever it is he questions and deals with the situation accordingly. I seem to have reached that time at the ripe old age of 18.

I'm f'n baffled about what the f*ck is wrong with my life. I don't know how to describe it. I'm questioning my sexuality and I don't know if it's normal or not. I am straight and I love women, however I found that when I attempt to do "the deed," I don't get aroused. I thought maybe it was shit I was downloading on the Internet, then after "reading" through a few issues of Playboy and even a WWF Divas magazine, I knew something was wrong, especially after seeing a picture of Trish in a thong and it did nothing for me! Before you reply to this post calling me a "fag" or "bi-sexual," let me state this: I am not gay.

In closing, I will summarize my dilemma. Up until a few days, I really loved looking at pictures of naked women and downloading pornographic movies. Now, when I view one or the other, nothing happens. It's not a computer problem, it's a man problem. I don't get aroused. All possibilites of myself becoming a homosexual are ruled out.

Now, I need your help. What the hell is wrong with me? Did I make my Cock-A-Saurus Rex vomit too much? Did I break something? Please, I am at my wit's end. I will promise you people this, if something happens and I eventually become a homosexual, I will kill myself. I'll keep you posted on my progress and if you happen to hear someting on the evening news about an incident involving a situation similar to mine, you'll know what happened...

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[Fla Flash]

Dude, it sounds like you did what I did once.
OD on pr0n. Give it a while. Direct your energies to something full time. It'll be back. I was there, man. I know what it's about..<img src=smilies/cwm11.gif>

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[Paladyn]

Could be Depression, or the fact that you've become so used to porn and erotic imagery that it's become boring and passé. Get out more, do stuff with your friends, and find another hobby.

Oh, and why would you kill yourself if you found out you were gay or bi? It's not like it's the end of the world.

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[icenine0]

Are you attracted to guys? Does gay man pr0n get you off when regular stuff won't suffice? If the answers are "No", I'd say you have little chance of being a homosexual (not that there's anything wrong with that). Maybe lil' willy needs a rest or maybe you're just sick of seeing the same ol' stuff over and over; try an erotic story or something.

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[blackize]

> I was wondering that myself...so what if he does find out
> he's gay or something? It doesn't mean he's either a bad,
> or completely different person than he was.

I just couldn't live with myself if I was. I don't know why, I just couldn't.

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[shawn]

> Maybe lil' willy
> needs a rest or maybe you're just sick of seeing the same
> ol' stuff over and over; try an erotic story or something.
>

You could go read dirty stories, but if you really want to be different you write them instead, it's not as easy as you'ld think, not that I'ld know of course.
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[Slein]

> You could go read dirty stories, but if you really want to
> be different you write them instead, it's not as easy as
> you'ld think, not that I'ld know of course.
>
Oh of <font color=red>[b]COURSE[b]</font> not! <img src=smilies/thumb.gif>

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[MooglyGuy]

> I will promise you
> people this, if something happens and I eventually become a
> homosexual, I will kill myself.

Now that's a little extreme, don't you think? <img src=smilies/erm.gif>

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[MooglyGuy]

> I just couldn't live with myself if I was. I don't know why,
> I just couldn't.

Perhaps you should see a counselor about that... it's really an unhealthy mentality to have.

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