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[SwampGas]

ok..i need to vent.

the ex sent me a text message on sunday that said "can we be friends?" i didn't reply...and haven't talked to her or sent her a message back.

but it's getting to me again...i'm getting to the point that i want to see her and be with her again...but jesus jumped up christ...WHY? incase i forgot...

1) she cheated
2) she's unfaithful
3) she's not the smartest one
4) she's tattooed
5) she fucked someone else
6) she's got issues
7) god only knows what she's done behind my back that she hasn't told me
8) god probably doesn't even know what she's done since we haven't been together
9) my friends don't want us together
10) her friends don't want us together
11) my family don't want us together
12) her family don't want us together

it got to the point where i wanted to smack the shit out of her for being such a stupid bitchy whore, breaking her promises, ruining everything, et al.

so why am i feeling like this MONTHS after we broke up?

i gave her a second chance before...she screwed it up within 4 days. she'll never be the same person i asked out..got to know..she's totally different now.

damnit...it's gonna get bad too. i have to watch my parent's house for 2 weeks while they're in florida...she stayed with me the last 2 years so i wouldn't be alone. it's seriously gonna tear me apart...

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[Vampiro]

The reason you still feel bad is because she is still trying to contact you!
the moment she stops and leaves you alone, then and only then will you truly feel free..

just my personal experience..

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[Isildur]

> The reason you still feel bad is because she is still trying
> to contact you!
> the moment she stops and leaves you alone, then and only
> then will you truly feel free..
>
> just my personal experience..
>

Maybe, but most of all I think it would help if he found someone else to turn his attention too.

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[puduhead]

> it's seriously gonna tear me apart...

Man up dogg! You're doing the right thing by waiting it out. Personally, I know how hard it can be to break it off with someone, even when they were treating you like shit. I had a psycho girlfriend a couple years ago. And once I finally broke it off for good, she became my stalker. And it took a lot of will power for me to continue to resist her. But I just kept telling her to "get the hell away" which actually made me feel really bad to say this to her. But I had to let her know I was serious, because she just wasn't listening to me.

Anyway... after a while, I forgot about her... but honestly, it did take me a long time to get my faith back in myself and in women.

Good luck pal.

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[puduhead]

> Maybe, but most of all I think it would help if he found
> someone else to turn his attention too.

Is that a proposition? <img src=smilies/flipa.gif>

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[Isildur]

> > Maybe, but most of all I think it would help if he found
> > someone else to turn his attention too.
>
> Is that a proposition? <img src=smilies/flipa.gif>
>

Yeah, I was recommending he get some o' your hot 'n' spicy man love. <img src=smilies/flipa.gif>

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[puduhead]

> Stacy: You don't like it? Fine! You know Wayne, if you're
> not careful, you're going to lose me.
>
> Wayne: I lost you 2 months ago! We broke up! Are you mental?

Ahhahaha! I always loved that scene. Poignant qoute too! <img src=smilies/thumb.gif>

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[SwampGas]

> Maybe, but most of all I think it would help if he found
> someone else to turn his attention too.

it's hard to do that...i still feel connected to her...

unlike her, i was totally and 100% committed to her...i even told her that wasn't interested in anyone else at all...and i really wasn't. i guess my brain chemistry changed to the "married man" formula. now i can't get it to change back.

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[Isildur]

> it takes a long time to get over someone; supposedly it
> takes just as long as you were together.
>
> some would say longer...
>

Nah, from relationships I've seen, I think it varies a lot from person to person.

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[Richter X]

Maybe it's time to seek professional help. <img src=smilies/erm.gif>

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