SwampGas
05-06-2004, 04:10 AM
N, S, C and D came over for the group dinner. The three ladies cooked while D and I just kind of stood there....but it was REALLY good.
I sat on the love seat first, everyone else sat down and the only open seat was next to me....N sat there. <img src=smilies/liefde.gif>
She looked totally awesome tonight...she usually does, but she just looks better every time I see her. When she was sitting there, like inches from me, I had to physically restrain myself. I wanted to kiss her or even just have her lean against me SO BAD. She has NO IDEA how attractive she is...on all levels.
So at the end S gives me a hug then C goes to hug me and I call her N's name. Shit. <img src=smilies/banghead.gif>
I think it was perfectly clear what was on my mind. But I did get a hug from N and it was grrrrrrrrrreat.
Next week I'll be without her for 4 months (summer break). That is going to be the most difficult thing ever. <img src=smilies/cwm10.gif>
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I sat on the love seat first, everyone else sat down and the only open seat was next to me....N sat there. <img src=smilies/liefde.gif>
She looked totally awesome tonight...she usually does, but she just looks better every time I see her. When she was sitting there, like inches from me, I had to physically restrain myself. I wanted to kiss her or even just have her lean against me SO BAD. She has NO IDEA how attractive she is...on all levels.
So at the end S gives me a hug then C goes to hug me and I call her N's name. Shit. <img src=smilies/banghead.gif>
I think it was perfectly clear what was on my mind. But I did get a hug from N and it was grrrrrrrrrreat.
Next week I'll be without her for 4 months (summer break). That is going to be the most difficult thing ever. <img src=smilies/cwm10.gif>
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