blackize
12-29-2003, 12:11 AM
At $9.95 for a three hour block, that's not too bad, although better material can be found for free on the internet. I bought it out of boredom, I just finished my chinese food and wanted some excitement. I bought some softcore Spice TV. Before I had a PC back in elementary school, I would order it now and then and make up some excuse for my mother so I wouldn't get in trouble. I've purchased it so many times in the past that now it isn't even a big deal. Like I did it a few months ago and my mom's like, "The cable bill came today and I paid it." Years ago she would be like, "What's this? Spice? Are you watching Spice? Not in my house you son of a bitch! Now give me the god damn money for it!" That's pretty much it, I had to pay for what I ordered, no punishment really.
But today, like the past four days have been really boring. Nothing to do, so much X-Mas money that it's burning a hole in my pocket. I hate driving and I don't have a credit card so spending it in store or online weren't options, so hell, why not waste $10 on porn and another $20 on chinese food. Christmas was less than stellar, especially since I didn't get the $150 I was promised by my mother. She said she wasn't goint to buy the stereo for my truck, however she would give me the money as a gift instead. But I got $150 of shit I really don't need, clothes that aren't my style. Like year past, I fake interest and like for the gift. My mom didn't even try this year, a few shirts from Wal Mart (with price tags), a coin sorter from Shop Rite that I won't use, and some other generic shit. I figured my mom would get me stuff I really want since I live with her and all, but it was my sister and my father who came through for me this year. My sister gives me two CDs (RHCP Greatest Hits and Coldplay Live) and a gift set of Axe body spray and deodorant. Dad gave me $600, an electric razor, a talking Rodney Dangerfield doll and some miscellaneous items for my truck. I'm not saying my mom's gifts were utter shit, but compared to what Dad gave me, mom's gifts belong in the trash.
This vacation as a whole has sucked. I had off Christmas day until tomorrow morning when I return to hell at Dunkin' Donuts. It's not like I was able to sleep in or anything, because I've been so used to waking up at 5:30 to get ready for work that I couldn't sleep past 6. And I couldn't make it past 9 at night, which sucked since people I haven't seen in a long time came by to visit and I was so tired that I couldn't enjoy their company.
I'm rambling, but what I'm trying to say is that I was disappointed with Christmas from my mother again and that the only real excitement I had over my vacation was some low-quality ppv porn and some halfway decent chinese food. I need to retool my life for 2004 or things are just going to suck even more. Any suggestions?
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But today, like the past four days have been really boring. Nothing to do, so much X-Mas money that it's burning a hole in my pocket. I hate driving and I don't have a credit card so spending it in store or online weren't options, so hell, why not waste $10 on porn and another $20 on chinese food. Christmas was less than stellar, especially since I didn't get the $150 I was promised by my mother. She said she wasn't goint to buy the stereo for my truck, however she would give me the money as a gift instead. But I got $150 of shit I really don't need, clothes that aren't my style. Like year past, I fake interest and like for the gift. My mom didn't even try this year, a few shirts from Wal Mart (with price tags), a coin sorter from Shop Rite that I won't use, and some other generic shit. I figured my mom would get me stuff I really want since I live with her and all, but it was my sister and my father who came through for me this year. My sister gives me two CDs (RHCP Greatest Hits and Coldplay Live) and a gift set of Axe body spray and deodorant. Dad gave me $600, an electric razor, a talking Rodney Dangerfield doll and some miscellaneous items for my truck. I'm not saying my mom's gifts were utter shit, but compared to what Dad gave me, mom's gifts belong in the trash.
This vacation as a whole has sucked. I had off Christmas day until tomorrow morning when I return to hell at Dunkin' Donuts. It's not like I was able to sleep in or anything, because I've been so used to waking up at 5:30 to get ready for work that I couldn't sleep past 6. And I couldn't make it past 9 at night, which sucked since people I haven't seen in a long time came by to visit and I was so tired that I couldn't enjoy their company.
I'm rambling, but what I'm trying to say is that I was disappointed with Christmas from my mother again and that the only real excitement I had over my vacation was some low-quality ppv porn and some halfway decent chinese food. I need to retool my life for 2004 or things are just going to suck even more. Any suggestions?
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