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SwampGas
04-17-2002, 11:19 PM
she tried calling me like every 20 mins from 6pm to 11pm last night...i was sleeping.

then i got to work at midnight, she called...i told her to call me at work since i can't get decent cell reception there. she said she'd call me later.

she never called.

6:30am rolls around and she calls...had a busy night at work (she's an emt). i understand that...

then she asks me to go out to breakfast with her...as "friends". i flat out told her that if we went out, i'd put a move on her and we'd be back to square one. to me, she's absolutely gorgeous and i can't resist...especially since we've been totally comfortable and "involved" with each other for over 2 years. didn't care...she REALLY pushed me into going. so what the hell..i grabbed a quick shower/shave and went.

we both arrived at the exact same time..i was pulling into the spot and she was pulling into the parking lot. she wore this summer-like shirt...cut off right above the top of the pants, completely covers the abdomen, cuts off half way up the back so her whole back is exposed, and then there's this piece that loops up around her neck which keeps the front up. REALLY deep V neck. she's also been tanning since i last saw her (2 weeks ago) so she looked a little darker...mostly just redness tho. yeah, she has D cups.

i don't like when she wears revealing stuff like that...but hey...i thought she looked good in it.

so we went in and she took off her sun glasses. hideous make up. disgusting make up. really thick eye liner with this fish-skin-silver eye shadow caked on over her entire eye lid. she also waxed her eye brows so they're really small now...which is bad, because i thought her eyes/eye brows were REALLY attractive, sexy and cute.

so we end up just bickering and arguing for the next 30 mins about everything. nothing special. same old thing. no change. gee, thanks.

then we go for a ride in my car. we begin rationally talking. at this, the sexual tension starts to build. anyone who's been with a girl for 2 years and then she gets taken away can know what i mean...it's beyond the sex...it's like almost an emotional tension too.

eventually, she starts rubbing the back of my neck..running her fingers through the hair on the back of my head. that always relaxed me when she did it...now, it massively turned me on and reminded me of good times past. at this point, i'm ready to pull over and jump on top of her.

if anyone knows the harrisburg area, we drove from union deposit all the way out to lebanon (by lebanon valley college) via 422...takes like 45 mins in traffic. by the time we're out in lebanon, she's falling asleep (we both worked an overnight and didn't sleep yet..it's like 10:30am by now).

we get back to the restaurant where her car is, and she's dead tired. naturally, i say she can stay at my place if she wants.

as she goes to open the door, i grab her and kiss her....and we stayed there doing that for about 10 mins. max tension exceeded.

we get back to my place, she flops down on the bed...i just casually sit down. that lasts about 5 seconds.

we just do the little cuddle/kiss thing...and within 2 mins, she strips totally naked. of course, i follow along..and you can see where this goes. it was different....at least for her. i've never seen her orgasm and go wild so much. i guess she had a lot of tension building up as well.

so we fall asleep.

she gets up at like 5:30p...we just kind of cuddle and talk for the next hour. she wants to go home, get her stuff for tonight (she works the overnight again), come back down, and we go out for ice cream. ok..

i went downstairs with her, checked out my latest vinyl shipment from the record pool (crappy stuff this time), and made myself a tuna fish sandwich...not sure why.

her mother calls her. i don't know the entire conversation since i only heard her end, but it wasn't pretty. apparently her mother drove by looking for her (she called it spying on her), told her best friend, and now both of them are angry with her. neither of them want her with me or associated with me.

so she went home...and cancelled our plans to go out tonight.

i still don't know what we are...friends, dating, exclusive bf/gf, fiance, married...i dunno. all i know is that for the first time in a long time, i was happy for a few hours. whether this reflects a weak character on my part or it's just indicative of my true feeling towards her, i dunno either.

at least i feel semi-motivated to do some work now.

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Richter X
04-17-2002, 11:29 PM
If only Sigmend Freud was still alive.

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shawn
04-17-2002, 11:50 PM
> If only Sigmend Freud was still alive.
>

I give it three days till the shit hits the fan and then just duck and cover. :)

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icenine0
04-18-2002, 12:52 AM
You sure seem to enjoy taking her shit. Again and again.

> she tried calling me like every 20 mins from 6pm to 11pm
> last night...i was sleeping.
>
> then i got to work at midnight, she called...i told her to
> call me at work since i can't get decent cell reception
> there. she said she'd call me later.
>
> she never called.
>
> 6:30am rolls around and she calls...had a busy night at work
> (she's an emt). i understand that...
>
> then she asks me to go out to breakfast with her...as
> "friends". i flat out told her that if we went out, i'd put
> a move on her and we'd be back to square one. to me, she's
> absolutely gorgeous and i can't resist...especially since
> we've been totally comfortable and "involved" with each
> other for over 2 years. didn't care...she REALLY pushed me
> into going. so what the hell..i grabbed a quick
> shower/shave and went.
>
> we both arrived at the exact same time..i was pulling into
> the spot and she was pulling into the parking lot. she wore
> this summer-like shirt...cut off right above the top of the
> pants, completely covers the abdomen, cuts off half way up
> the back so her whole back is exposed, and then there's this
> piece that loops up around her neck which keeps the front
> up. REALLY deep V neck. she's also been tanning since i
> last saw her (2 weeks ago) so she looked a little
> darker...mostly just redness tho. yeah, she has D cups.
>
> i don't like when she wears revealing stuff like that...but
> hey...i thought she looked good in it.
>
> so we went in and she took off her sun glasses. hideous
> make up. disgusting make up. really thick eye liner with
> this fish-skin-silver eye shadow caked on over her entire
> eye lid. she also waxed her eye brows so they're really
> small now...which is bad, because i thought her eyes/eye
> brows were REALLY attractive, sexy and cute.
>
> so we end up just bickering and arguing for the next 30 mins
> about everything. nothing special. same old thing. no
> change. gee, thanks.
>
> then we go for a ride in my car. we begin rationally
> talking. at this, the sexual tension starts to build.
> anyone who's been with a girl for 2 years and then she gets
> taken away can know what i mean...it's beyond the sex...it's
> like almost an emotional tension too.
>
> eventually, she starts rubbing the back of my neck..running
> her fingers through the hair on the back of my head. that
> always relaxed me when she did it...now, it massively turned
> me on and reminded me of good times past. at this point,
> i'm ready to pull over and jump on top of her.
>
> if anyone knows the harrisburg area, we drove from union
> deposit all the way out to lebanon (by lebanon valley
> college) via 422...takes like 45 mins in traffic. by the
> time we're out in lebanon, she's falling asleep (we both
> worked an overnight and didn't sleep yet..it's like 10:30am
> by now).
>
> we get back to the restaurant where her car is, and she's
> dead tired. naturally, i say she can stay at my place if
> she wants.
>
> as she goes to open the door, i grab her and kiss her....and
> we stayed there doing that for about 10 mins. max tension
> exceeded.
>
> we get back to my place, she flops down on the bed...i just
> casually sit down. that lasts about 5 seconds.
>
> we just do the little cuddle/kiss thing...and within 2 mins,
> she strips totally naked. of course, i follow along..and
> you can see where this goes. it was different....at least
> for her. i've never seen her orgasm and go wild so much. i
> guess she had a lot of tension building up as well.
>
> so we fall asleep.
>
> she gets up at like 5:30p...we just kind of cuddle and talk
> for the next hour. she wants to go home, get her stuff for
> tonight (she works the overnight again), come back down, and
> we go out for ice cream. ok..
>
> i went downstairs with her, checked out my latest vinyl
> shipment from the record pool (crappy stuff this time), and
> made myself a tuna fish sandwich...not sure why.
>
> her mother calls her. i don't know the entire conversation
> since i only heard her end, but it wasn't pretty.
> apparently her mother drove by looking for her (she called
> it spying on her), told her best friend, and now both of
> them are angry with her. neither of them want her with me
> or associated with me.
>
> so she went home...and cancelled our plans to go out
> tonight.
>
> i still don't know what we are...friends, dating, exclusive
> bf/gf, fiance, married...i dunno. all i know is that for
> the first time in a long time, i was happy for a few hours.
> whether this reflects a weak character on my part or it's
> just indicative of my true feeling towards her, i dunno
> either.
>
> at least i feel semi-motivated to do some work now.
>


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Fla Flash
04-18-2002, 02:05 AM
Do not take this personally. This one's using you. I know. Not personally, mind you, but through experience. Sam, you deserve better than that.

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SwampGas
04-18-2002, 02:27 AM
was just on the phone with her...she straightened the nonsense out with her friend. her attitude is "do what you want, but don't ditch me for him".

i guess she'll call me tonight at work...

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Fla Flash
04-18-2002, 02:47 AM
Okay, I know you ain't gonna wanna hear this but guess what? Fuck that. Sam, if you respect yourself, you know you deserve better than that. All you've done in the last three weeks is cave into her. Hey, bud, if you wanna, fine. But that is not an EQUAL relationship. Just advice, bud.

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shawn
04-18-2002, 02:56 AM
> Okay, I know you ain't gonna wanna hear this but guess what?
> Fuck that. Sam, if you respect yourself, you know you
> deserve better than that. All you've done in the last three
> weeks is cave into her. Hey, bud, if you wanna, fine. But
> that is not an EQUAL relationship. Just advice, bud.
>

So give him the advise my dad gave me and I'm sure your dad gave you, " Sam you know which head to think with and that means quit thinking with your dick" is that about right Flash :)

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SwampGas
04-18-2002, 03:30 AM
> So give him the advise my dad gave me and I'm sure your dad
> gave you, " Sam you know which head to think with and that
> means quit thinking with your dick" is that about right
> Flash :)

i CAN'T. don't you get it? i CANNOT.

i'm so comfortable with her...so close with her...i can't. the only way i'm ever going to be able to stop is through hypnosis or death.

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shawn
04-18-2002, 03:41 AM
> > So give him the advise my dad gave me and I'm sure your
> dad
> > gave you, " Sam you know which head to think with and
> that
> > means quit thinking with your dick" is that about
> right
> > Flash :)
>
> i CAN'T. don't you get it? i CANNOT.
>
> i'm so comfortable with her...so close with her...i can't.
> the only way i'm ever going to be able to stop is through
> hypnosis or death.
>

I used to be just like that, if your going to do this at least do it on your terms, she's playing you and I know you know it and even though you love how she can make you feel it's taking a toll on your self respect and you need that to succeed in this life, take control like you did when you kicked her to the curb but use it for a more constructive manner instead, it's your life not hers, you call the shots, it's the only one you got, don't waste it. :)

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Fla Flash
04-18-2002, 03:46 AM
> i'm so comfortable with her...so close with her...i can't.
> the only way i'm ever going to be able to stop is through
> hypnosis or death.
>
Um, take number 1. If you love her that much Swampy, you've a major league moral dilemma. I hope to God you find the answer, bud. It's not easy.

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MooglyGuy
04-18-2002, 11:30 AM
> You sure seem to enjoy taking her shit. Again and again.

It's called codependancy. Look into it.

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GamerX
04-18-2002, 02:52 PM
> whether this reflects a weak character on my part or it's
> just indicative of my true feeling towards her, i dunno
> either.
>

I'm putting in a strong vote for #1. No offense, but like I've said time and time again - You're bringing all the SHIT upon yourself. When things go sour again, too bad for you. You're just asking to get hurt/upset/etc.... Sorry if this sounds harsh, but c'mon man. You need to help yourself out here.

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Isildur
04-18-2002, 06:31 PM
> > > So give him the advise my dad gave me and I'm sure your
> > dad
> > > gave you, " Sam you know which head to think with and
> > that
> > > means quit thinking with your dick" is that about
> > right
> > > Flash :)
> >
> > i CAN'T. don't you get it? i CANNOT.
> >
> > i'm so comfortable with her...so close with her...i can't.
>
> > the only way i'm ever going to be able to stop is through
> > hypnosis or death.
> >
>
> I used to be just like that, if your going to do this at
> least do it on your terms, she's playing you and I know you
> know it and even though you love how she can make you feel
> it's taking a toll on your self respect and you need that
> to succeed in this life, take control like you did when you
> kicked her to the curb but use it for a more constructive
> manner instead, it's your life not hers, you call the shots,
> it's the only one you got, don't waste it. :)
>

Bingo.


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shawn
04-18-2002, 09:58 PM
> > > > So give him the advise my dad gave me and I'm sure
> your
> > > dad
> > > > gave you, " Sam you know which head to think with
> and
> > > that
> > > > means quit thinking with your dick" is that about
> > > right
> > > > Flash :)
> > >
> > > i CAN'T. don't you get it? i CANNOT.
> > >
> > > i'm so comfortable with her...so close with her...i
> can't.
> >
> > > the only way i'm ever going to be able to stop is
> through
> > > hypnosis or death.
> > >
> >
> > I used to be just like that, if your going to do this at
> > least do it on your terms, she's playing you and I know
> you
> > know it and even though you love how she can make you feel
>
> > it's taking a toll on your self respect and you need that
>
> > to succeed in this life, take control like you did when
> you
> > kicked her to the curb but use it for a more constructive
> > manner instead, it's your life not hers, you call the
> shots,
> > it's the only one you got, don't waste it. :)
> >
>
> Bingo.
>

I wasn't absolutely sure I was right, but if you agree then I am sure. :)

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Jathys
04-22-2002, 02:07 PM
...something that I can't remember at the moment. Here's the best suggestions I can give you:

1) Become a Trekky . . . Doing so will ensure that you never have sex again.
2) Play more videogames . . . Same effect as #1.
3) Insist that she gets her tatoo removed . . . May be "unfair" from her point of view, but have that stand as a test of how she's thinking.
4) Remember that every time you have sex with her, there is a very small chance that an "accident" could happen . . . Despite your reputation, you're a good guy. If she accidentally gets pregnant, then you'd be her pawn for as long as she deemed convenient.

Ahhh... Now I remember what the wise man said . . . "If you can't be with the one you love, then love the one you're with" . . . In your case, that should read If you shouldn't be with the one you love, then find someone else, and fast.

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Jathys
04-22-2002, 02:11 PM
> she already knows that you cave and she's taking advantage
> of that.

She's just using you for sex, and you don't have to take it . . . Jesus Christ, what are we all saying?!! Does she have a sister?

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shawn
04-23-2002, 12:16 AM
> > 4) Remember that every time you have sex with her, there
> is
> > a very small chance that an "accident" could happen . . .
> > Despite your reputation, you're a good guy. If she
> > accidentally gets pregnant, then you'd be her pawn for as
> > long as she deemed convenient.
> >
>
> dude, that last point made me shiver :P
>

Why, because it's true or because your accident prone? lol :)

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