puduhead
04-17-2002, 08:00 AM
I can't decide which modus-operandi I want to use for my life right now. The wait and see if it gets good approach? The spell out all my stuff as if it's "THE" stuff program? Perhaps the hole up altogether until the sun shines in my next life technique?
When do problems truly become problems? When the results effect us or when we bring them to our own attention? I saw a bum sitting outside the doors of the convenience store today. And I was thinking about how I've been told that most people on the streets suffer from serious mental illness. I don't have any statistics but that's what I was told, okay!? Anyway, I was tripping out about what it would feel like to be that potentially mentally ill. I mean, I think I'm mentally disturbed but I got a job and sometimes, I interract with others in a social manner, etc...
And Morrissey's freakin terribly mentally disturbed and he never had a job - unless you count singing songs about never having a job. But he's smart and stuff. And he writes good depressing things. And with relative fame and fortune, he has been able to elevate himself to depression - first class. Rather than depression, if I don't get out of bed this morning, I will have no paycheck, food, friends, roof, internet.
But then there are homeless friends. That is an interesting way to relate to your peers. So often, I feel the struggle in life as various individuals try to make their mark, take thier stand for what their life is all about and stuff. And consequently, there are cases where person x becomes too good for person y or person a just doesn't feel comfortable around person b anymore, what with all their crazy standards, ambitions, lack thereof, insane normality, whatever. And it just goes on and on. Um, here's my new pitch - "Hey ladies, I'm the laziest muther fucker you'll ever meet"! Whaddaya think? Have I got a chance? And will she come from somewhere besides a trailor park? [Seinfeld voice:] Not that there's ANYTHING wrong with that!
And so we have these homeless friends, even young friends. I was watching a documentary and I guess there are a ton of young homeless kids in like Portland Oregon. And it's like, the guy stops over around bus stop 5 to chat with his dear friend, crack-junk-whore. And they catch up on what's new, and maybe share a needle, and then he's outta there - rounds to make. People to see. Cuz what's life without friends, even if you haven't bathed in a month.
Point is, homeless people can do it! They find like-minded souls. They even get laid although I'm concerned about the sanitation of such events. But still, they have it going on! It's like, maybe the higher the common denominator placed on us by society, the more impossible it is to hook up. It's like I told my counselor once a while ago when we were talking about the "real issues" and what cause them. And I was like, I'm pretty sure if this were the caveman days, I'd be ugh-ughing by now! Illustrating the point that oh, we are so sophisticated now as a people and culture - surely we can't just get the hook up like that and there you go, that's it!
There are so many issues of compatibility these days. I know, I harbor all of them. I'm either looking for a freshly imported geisha from Japan, an android laden with silicone, or a lobotamy and a room next to the hottest chick in the state mental ward. Cuz ever since us men quit beating beast over the head with a club and dragging it back to the little woman - we got problems! How's your portfolio? What are your long term plans for financial independance? Are your career ambitions strategically aligned with forcasted market trends?
How bout I strategically align my knee up your ass! I'm sick an tired of all this player hatin' that's goin on. I need some representation, kno'wat um sayin? Yo ladies, if you want a fine evening at the MceeD's and the dollar theatre for two, than lets hook it up girl! Yeah! Say baby, can you spot me figh dollas? I'm a little low right now, you know, cuz I gots that settlement coming in, yo. How's about givin me a lil sumpin sumpin right now? We can skip tha movies. Shoot, I got some cold fries and lemonade in the fridge. Yea-eh! les head over there! Eh yo, can we take your car? Man I lent my ride to my cousin. Yeah girl! Let's get it aahwn den!
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When do problems truly become problems? When the results effect us or when we bring them to our own attention? I saw a bum sitting outside the doors of the convenience store today. And I was thinking about how I've been told that most people on the streets suffer from serious mental illness. I don't have any statistics but that's what I was told, okay!? Anyway, I was tripping out about what it would feel like to be that potentially mentally ill. I mean, I think I'm mentally disturbed but I got a job and sometimes, I interract with others in a social manner, etc...
And Morrissey's freakin terribly mentally disturbed and he never had a job - unless you count singing songs about never having a job. But he's smart and stuff. And he writes good depressing things. And with relative fame and fortune, he has been able to elevate himself to depression - first class. Rather than depression, if I don't get out of bed this morning, I will have no paycheck, food, friends, roof, internet.
But then there are homeless friends. That is an interesting way to relate to your peers. So often, I feel the struggle in life as various individuals try to make their mark, take thier stand for what their life is all about and stuff. And consequently, there are cases where person x becomes too good for person y or person a just doesn't feel comfortable around person b anymore, what with all their crazy standards, ambitions, lack thereof, insane normality, whatever. And it just goes on and on. Um, here's my new pitch - "Hey ladies, I'm the laziest muther fucker you'll ever meet"! Whaddaya think? Have I got a chance? And will she come from somewhere besides a trailor park? [Seinfeld voice:] Not that there's ANYTHING wrong with that!
And so we have these homeless friends, even young friends. I was watching a documentary and I guess there are a ton of young homeless kids in like Portland Oregon. And it's like, the guy stops over around bus stop 5 to chat with his dear friend, crack-junk-whore. And they catch up on what's new, and maybe share a needle, and then he's outta there - rounds to make. People to see. Cuz what's life without friends, even if you haven't bathed in a month.
Point is, homeless people can do it! They find like-minded souls. They even get laid although I'm concerned about the sanitation of such events. But still, they have it going on! It's like, maybe the higher the common denominator placed on us by society, the more impossible it is to hook up. It's like I told my counselor once a while ago when we were talking about the "real issues" and what cause them. And I was like, I'm pretty sure if this were the caveman days, I'd be ugh-ughing by now! Illustrating the point that oh, we are so sophisticated now as a people and culture - surely we can't just get the hook up like that and there you go, that's it!
There are so many issues of compatibility these days. I know, I harbor all of them. I'm either looking for a freshly imported geisha from Japan, an android laden with silicone, or a lobotamy and a room next to the hottest chick in the state mental ward. Cuz ever since us men quit beating beast over the head with a club and dragging it back to the little woman - we got problems! How's your portfolio? What are your long term plans for financial independance? Are your career ambitions strategically aligned with forcasted market trends?
How bout I strategically align my knee up your ass! I'm sick an tired of all this player hatin' that's goin on. I need some representation, kno'wat um sayin? Yo ladies, if you want a fine evening at the MceeD's and the dollar theatre for two, than lets hook it up girl! Yeah! Say baby, can you spot me figh dollas? I'm a little low right now, you know, cuz I gots that settlement coming in, yo. How's about givin me a lil sumpin sumpin right now? We can skip tha movies. Shoot, I got some cold fries and lemonade in the fridge. Yea-eh! les head over there! Eh yo, can we take your car? Man I lent my ride to my cousin. Yeah girl! Let's get it aahwn den!
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