blackize
12-07-2003, 03:48 PM
It's nice when your own mother talks shit about you behind your back. After what happened this morning, I am a scum bag (is that one word or two?). This morning when I went to clean out the fireplace, I thought the ashes were cool so I emptied them into a garbage bag. I then put the bag into our garbage pail in the kitchen and the ashes were hot enough to melt through the bag, the pail, and through the kitchen carpet a little. I don't consider it my fault as I dumped water on the ashes after I emptied them into the garbage bag, so everything was an accident. But my mother was talking to her boyfriend on the phone and said that I was a scum bag, etc. I guess she didn't know I was listening to her conversation from the hall. So, my mom's another woman in my life I can't trust. And since she's talking about me like that behind my back, I don't want to move to PA with her. If she called me a scum bag behind my back over something so ridiculous as the carpet accident, who knows what she's said about me in the past?
She wants me to pay to have a new carpet put down, but she can fuck off. Seriously, it isn't that bad. Besides everyone who's checked out our house has said they don't like the carpet. The way I'm looking at the whole situation is that we now have an excuse to rip up the carpet and get a new garbage can. But I digress, my mom's a cunt.
Now I have to find somewhere else to live. I'm not moving to PA with the woman who gave birth to me and yet continues to talk about me like I'm a no-good piece of shit. I don't know if I would want to move to Bradley Beach with my sister, I think I would have to pay $500 a month for rent and I only bring home $500 every two weeks as it stands so that's not financially good for me. And I don't want to live with my dad as I haven't lived with the man since I was like two so things would be a little weird. Any suggestions as to where I could go?
After today I am convinced that 98% of women are shit. If your own mother talks about you, shit, something's not kosher. It's like my former friend Jimmy told me, I do have a lot of resentment towards my mother which is what caused me to have so much problems in the past. I used resentment in place of the "H" word that rhymes with "ate" so I don't seem like the scum bag my mother says I am.
I'll keep you posted if anything else develops.
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She wants me to pay to have a new carpet put down, but she can fuck off. Seriously, it isn't that bad. Besides everyone who's checked out our house has said they don't like the carpet. The way I'm looking at the whole situation is that we now have an excuse to rip up the carpet and get a new garbage can. But I digress, my mom's a cunt.
Now I have to find somewhere else to live. I'm not moving to PA with the woman who gave birth to me and yet continues to talk about me like I'm a no-good piece of shit. I don't know if I would want to move to Bradley Beach with my sister, I think I would have to pay $500 a month for rent and I only bring home $500 every two weeks as it stands so that's not financially good for me. And I don't want to live with my dad as I haven't lived with the man since I was like two so things would be a little weird. Any suggestions as to where I could go?
After today I am convinced that 98% of women are shit. If your own mother talks about you, shit, something's not kosher. It's like my former friend Jimmy told me, I do have a lot of resentment towards my mother which is what caused me to have so much problems in the past. I used resentment in place of the "H" word that rhymes with "ate" so I don't seem like the scum bag my mother says I am.
I'll keep you posted if anything else develops.
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