Fla Flash
12-06-2003, 01:29 AM
Thanks to a very dear friend who brought my writer's ability back, I'm at a crossroad.
I realized my destiny, for ours are kind of the same. Cept I'm in a different time zone.
I'm a writer. More than anything, it's what I can do as easily as breathing.
Which brings me to the next question:
What next?
I don't know. I've had a few personal crisis lately, some with family, some with health. I'm tired of dealing with trivial shit and wanna do what I'm supposed to.
I'm seriously considering chucking the job and writing full time. I have that much faith in my ability. Thanks to my bud.
My life has been a good example of how to screw up. Every relationship/possible relationship has been screwed up by me. I'm a very sensitive emotional person. It kills me everytime I lose a friend, much less a lover.
I just don't sometimes, as most of us will do, think things through.
Boys and girls, you'll someday be this age, god willing.
Don't take friends for granted. Nor pure innocence.
Those two things are the gems of the world.
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I realized my destiny, for ours are kind of the same. Cept I'm in a different time zone.
I'm a writer. More than anything, it's what I can do as easily as breathing.
Which brings me to the next question:
What next?
I don't know. I've had a few personal crisis lately, some with family, some with health. I'm tired of dealing with trivial shit and wanna do what I'm supposed to.
I'm seriously considering chucking the job and writing full time. I have that much faith in my ability. Thanks to my bud.
My life has been a good example of how to screw up. Every relationship/possible relationship has been screwed up by me. I'm a very sensitive emotional person. It kills me everytime I lose a friend, much less a lover.
I just don't sometimes, as most of us will do, think things through.
Boys and girls, you'll someday be this age, god willing.
Don't take friends for granted. Nor pure innocence.
Those two things are the gems of the world.
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Even the little yellow rat reads Mew's Corner...... (http://www.freewebs.com/mewscorner/)</P>